Motherhood

Emi got a book from Chick-fil-A in her kids meal a few days ago. (I guess they give out books now instead of toys?) I was reading it with her this morning and it made me cry because of how sweet it was! Motherhood hits at the strangest times.

I will be ordering a hardcover copy of this book because it's that good!

Later in the morning, Emi and I did a Target run to grab some leggings for her Halloween costume, and I saw a mom with her 2 ish year old and her baby and it made me cry again. I could feel myself mourning for a child I don't have and an "ideal 2-year-gap between kids" family that's no longer part of my story. I know it sounds petty, but it hurt.

This whole motherhood thing is beautiful, painful, and everything in between. 







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  1. AngelaOctober 25, 2024 at 10:19 PM

    So well said--"beautiful painful and everything in between." Those little ones are so special and its scary and it hurts when your plan isn't working out like you hoped for. Not petty at all to share the pain. Love you!

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